Really? If we don’t go to this “party” you’ll take the doors off of our rooms? Seriously? You are pulling this crap? Are we 12 years old again? If we don’t want to do something or go anywhere, we don have to go. And are you going to kick us out because we didn’t go? That is plain stupid
I really don’t want to sound like a typical average citizens “diagnosing” myself with a certain disease or illness, but I swear I have bi-polar disorder. Not the stereotypical bipolar we see on tv and movies but something less severe but there
Going crazy. I feeling like I need to get away for a while, away from everyone, and be by myself. I’m sick of waiting on people and people “inform” me of events or facts that are either common knowledge or right in front of my eyes. I’m sick of being treated like I’m a child still. I wish I can skip ahead to the future to the parts where I wish I can get to: one week, one month, or one year. I want to be responsible for myself but I just don’t know how to start.
i wish this was true
My last assignment in my English class is today: a short presentation on Internet censorship. *Freak out mode activate* why does every semester have to end with a presentation? This is a fear, I have great anxiety over doing this. Even right now at 7:40am my heart is starting to freak out when it is at 12:30pm. In five hours this will all be over but it is the time between that scares me the most. I’m the second out of three to speak, 5 minutes and I’m done. Five minutes and the torture of speaking in front of 20ish people is over. I am going to do this and I’m going to pass. My voice my sound shaking but it always is and has been like that for presentations since maybe middle school. I should be over being like this now, I shouldn’t have almost anxiety or panic attacks before doing this type of stuff. But I do and I want it to stop. Here it goes: speaking in front of a group and then I’m basically done with this class and can stress over my other three exams.
When we were children, we used to think that when we grew up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability, to be alive is to be vulnerable.” Madeleine L’Engle
It takes one idiot to inform a nation of idiots not to do anything idiotic.
Anonymous asked: are you planning to go see 'the beatles: the lost concert' film?
Well anonymous person, I really don’t know. Why? I’m not a big fan of the Beatles but I do like some of their music. Since you say film I assume it will be in theaters. If so, no I will not because my budget is tight and I’ll only watch movies that I really want to. And this “film” is not on my list. Sorry.
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Sometimes I wish I could keep my mouth shut.
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Hello. Being an adult is weird but i'm learning to cope. If you're new, Hey. If not, Hey. So yeah. This is what I do when I'm bored: post random stuff and rant. Yes. Ask me anything on your mind, Please, I'm bored so do it! It's weird having an uncommon name because you don't usually meet people with the same name as you. I'm Serena by the way. If you know anyone with that name, tell them to say hi.






